Taking Chance

Saw a movie on HBO recently carrying same title. Somehow, found a deep meaning into it but not exactly in the Marine Cor and some military burial like. But, more like its literal meaning exactly. 

The idea of trying something which you doubt yr very own capability in matching up to it from the onset, seems to be something most ppl think they should do, at least a few times in their lives. Was it the curiosity of knowing what you are really made of that drives anyone to do it, or is it simply a give away sign of someone being hopelessly irresponsible. Either way, i found the outcome to be rather overrated.

I guess it would be wrong to plant that tiny seed of hope in the first place and ignoring the safety of calculated risk - if going in context of how Taking Chance bringing to an inevitably sorry outcome. Knowing what I am made off wasn't as thrilling as I picture it to be. All that, by just having anyone ignoring you or simply not acknowledging yr presence. For example, all these thousands of bloggers burning their mid-night oil writing something in cyber space.. most woud claim that they are just writing for self satisfaction. I bet you its totally quite the opposite. 

Anyway.. I think i've burnt enough for tonite. All this for a truly self satisfaction of having an outlet valve to releaae that editorial animal wannabe in me. (sure..)